tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-47907217620082678922024-02-20T07:55:44.714-08:00Catherine Chandler Jewelry + ObjectsCatherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.comBlogger636125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-65178169620549728252018-02-26T12:43:00.005-08:002019-11-02T12:37:01.411-07:00All good things...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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...Must come to an end. Or, a shift.<br />
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I've been thinking a lot about a column/series I wanted to write, giving advice to jewelry artists from the perspective of a retailer--the person selling their work. Yesterday, I had a couple sections written, and wanted to start getting them up onto the blog, but, I have also been itching to change up my website for a while, soooo....I fell into the website revamp rabbithole for most of the day. It was easier than I expected and today, it's all up!<br />
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So, head over to my new website: <a href="http://catherinechandler.com/">catherinechandler.com</a><br />
and my new blog: <a href="http://catherinechandler.com/blog">catherinechandler.com/blog</a><br />
and have a look! I'm thrilled at having everything in one place, having it all streamlined and beautiful. I will keep this blog up, but will start things fresh over there.<br />
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I hope you like what you see! </div>
Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-21992156958686396652018-02-05T16:59:00.000-08:002018-02-05T17:00:04.593-08:00Goodbye, Little Man<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Our holidays this year were filled with heartbreak. And yet, we were buoyed by family surrounding us. On December 30, 2017, we had to put down our sweet Siamese kitty, Sammy. If you follow em on Instagram or Facebook, you've seen him there. His kidney disease flared up fast and furious, and there was nothing we could do to stop it. As heartbreaking as the whole situation was, by the end, I was glad to take away his pain and give him the gift of peace.<br />
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So, we have been in mourning. Only in the last week have I felt true joy enter my life again. Some may say, "It's just a cat--what's the big deal?" Well, I have always felt a strong kinship to animals, often preferring their company to other peoples'. I view animals and pets more as siblings than something I "own." I respect them. I love them. I try my best to understand their needs. This has allowed me to connect with many animals that often will not let people near them. I consider each of those connections a blessing.<br />
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Sammy was no ordinary cat. Much like my first cat, Dreamer, he and I had a strong bond from the beginning. He was always more dominant than his sister, Amber, and often stole the show with is cuddles and enthusiasm for playing with toys. Sometimes, his demands for attention were annoying, but I sure do miss being greeted by him reaching up for a hug, or being pawed at to be picked up. Always wanting to be picked up and held. He was mischievous, adventurous, had 10,000 different meows and loved playing hide and seek. Loved pouncing on hands under the sheets and hiding from pretend monsters. He went crazy over wet food, and learned how to beg for scraps from Ziggy. Sammy spent many hours licking us, nudging our faces, purring into our ears, and smothering us with affection. The love that animals can show continues to astound me.<br />
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We--David, myself, Amber, and Ziggy--are all readjusting. Ziggy and Sammy were cuddle buddies, and Amber spent a good week afterwards looking for her brother all over the house. We are now seeing parts of her personality come out that had hidden behind Sammy's dominance, and I'm relieved. We are happy to see her step into her new role as Queen Bee. When you invest so much love and energy into an animal, it is so hard to let them go. But I have always said, that is the responsibility you take on when you have pets, or even kids. Someday you will have to make impossible decisions.<br />
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Rest in peace, Sammy. </div>
Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-33333297206129454762018-01-03T14:13:00.001-08:002018-01-04T11:39:35.283-08:00On Being Brave<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Over the past few years, I have moved away from making
resolutions for New Year’s, and instead, I pick a word that will influence
everything I do. This word isn’t just any word—it is something I want to
embody, to strive towards, to <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">be</i>. For
example, ‘discipline’ was one of the words from past years. That word got me
through a year full of exhibitions and commitments. Last year, I chose
‘present,’ as a reminder to be present in everything. This helped during one of the roughest years we've had.</div>
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I have thought much this past year about my strengths and
weaknesses, and reflecting on these has brought me to thinking much about
bravery. What does it mean to be brave?<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>For me, it is not so much about acts of heroism, but about standing up
for oneself. Standing up for your right to better pay, good friendships,
honesty from family and friends. Bravery goes hand-in-hand with my saying,
“Feel the fear, and do it anyway.” And sometimes, it simply means doing what
needs to get done because it is the right thing to do (no matter how much it
hurts).</div>
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Often, I consider the needs of others above my own. I will
let them win to avoid conflict. I will sweep issues under the rug to avoid
upsetting people. I take on more than my fair share simply because I want
things to get done. I forgive when I should really just let go.</div>
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So this year, my mantra is, “Be Brave.” Already, I have
stood my ground when my trust in someone was shaken to the core. I let go of a
friendship held on to for far too long. I am stepping into a new role at work
with more responsibility. I am paying down debt and setting myself up for
success. Probably the most painful act so far has been putting down our sweet
kitty, Sammy, but we knew that doing so was giving him the best gift we could.
More on that soon.</div>
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Bravery takes all shapes and forms—its definition changes
depending on who you are and what your goals are. So, what does it mean for you
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Yes. No.<br />
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Those, my friends, are the two most powerful words. Each one is the choice of a path at any given moment in time, and can completely alter your life.<br />
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There is much written about the power of Yes--something I have experienced many times. <br />
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I said Yes to the University of New South Wales, and moved to Sydney at the young age of 18. <br />
I said Yes to the South Australian School of Art, and moved to Adelaide at 19.<br />
I said Yes to moving back home short of completing my degree. This meant I got to spend time with my father, however tumultuous it was, before he passed away. It also meant...<br />
I said Yes to the Oregon College of Art and Craft. Twice.<br />
I said Yes to Reality Vs. Illusion, the exhibition that led to my friendship with dear Sonya. <br />
I have said Yes to going on a date with my now-husband; to adopting not one but two cats; to working for families who I cherish; to being published in books; to multiple other jobs that have gotten me where I am today; to going to London and Italy with my stepmom. The list goes on. These are decisions that have visible outcomes.<br />
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As important and empowering as saying Yes is, saying No has just as much effect on our lives and their outcomes. However, the effects may not be quite as visible--saying No usually means standing up for ourselves; keeping out the baddies; turning down offers or refusing to be taken advantage of.<br />
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I said No to being abused by multiple ex's.<br />
I said No to friendships or relationships with toxic people.<br />
I said No to a job that made me hate myself.<br />
I said No to following other peoples dreams, rather than my own.<br />
I said No to being scared and intimidated by a sexual predator.<br />
I said No to holding on to the past and letting it rule my life.<br />
I have said No multiple times to going out when I needed to just take care of myself. <br />
I have said No to settling for less.<br />
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There is so much emphasis on saying Yes--there have been multiple books written on it, if not movies, television spots, articles, blog posts (hello!), etc. Yes is exciting, inspiring, invigorating! However, it is not the be all and end all. Saying No is extremely powerful, and much more in the sense that it tends to be done around protecting oneself. To be honest, I have an incredibly hard time saying No. It is a daily struggle. But I try to embrace it (without being too much of a humbug.) <br />
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What are your Yes's and No's? How have they changed your life? How will they change your life in the future?<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-64190425953593496032017-08-27T20:47:00.000-07:002017-08-27T20:47:10.458-07:00Summering<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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I am sitting in a darkened room, the heat surrounding me, marveling at the past few months. Outside, there are clouds (or perhaps it's wildfire smoke), and I am sipping wonderfully dense black tea.<br />
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This past year has been so full of stress, anxiety, fear....it has been mind-numbing. My creativity and motivation have waned, only to be awoken time to time because of obligation or necessity. It's not all been bad, though. <br />
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Just over a month ago, we traveled to Wallowa Lake with my stepmom. We were in the midst of all-out panic, facing down the hubby's continuing unemployment and what we feared would be the worst--running out of benefits and losing our home (hubby has since started a new job, just in the nick of time). But, we had planned this adventure months ago and knew it was needed for our broken and weary souls. <br />
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After packing up the car, we headed east with a suitcase, pup, plenty of food, and bikes in tow. The winding roads wove us through the gorge and mountains, up and over Cabbage Hill, and then North to the edge of the Eagle Cap Wilderness. Ziggy spent a lot of time laying his head on my shoulder so he could see out the front of the car, and snuggle simultaneously. He is quite the lovebug.<br />
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As we drove through farmland, and quaint little towns, marveling at their cute houses and barns, I could feel my muscles relax, my mind open. Then....we saw the lake. My immediate thought was, "Oh my god, this is like the Tahoe of Oregon!" It completely reminded me of the lake I spent summers at as a kid near Tahoe--Fallen Leaf Lake. My heart cracked open, and I fell in love. This is what we have been dreaming of.<br />
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There were deer everywhere (which Ziggy absolutely lost his mind over), adorable cabins and villas all in Swiss regalia, and gorgeous park lands surrounding the lake. Fresh, crisp air filled our lungs. Over the next few days, we explored the local town enjoying local chocolate, food and art; hiked the mountains; flew to the top of one mountain in a gondola; and played in the lake (note: Ziggy does NOT like kayaking. He DOES love swimming! After his ball.....). We refocused and renewed our energy, hatching plans for the near future and distant dreams.<br />
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Most of my friends in Portland will never understand the part of me that longs for the wide open spaces--they are city folk and could not fathom living with that kind of space. They say, "Why would you want to live there?" "What would you DO?!" "Oh, I could never live that far away." For me, it is home. It is peace and happiness.<br />
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One night while we were there, the Northern Lights were supposed to be visible. So, we stayed up into the night, then ventured down to the lake with camera gear in hand. Dave got all his gear set up while I grabbed a blanket and found a picnic table to lie upon. As I gazed up at the sky--those incredibly bright, bold stars, some of them shooting across the sky--my heart burst open, tears flowed from my eyes, and I felt small. Not the crumbling self-confidence kind of small. The kind of small that reminds you that life is so much bigger than we often remember. I want to gaze up in wonder at those stars every night. Not just the stars--the snow-capped peaks that shoot up into the sky, challenging people to climb them. The water that rushes down in tumultuous waves, tumbling across itself to get to its destination. The moon that fills the night sky with light, because there is no competition from the ground. I want to be reminded of my small-ness on a regular basis, for I will embrace it with love and say, "Yes. Yes, I am small. I am grateful. I am filled with wonder."<br />
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[Side note: on the day we drove to Wallowa Lake, the world lost a truly beautiful soul--Kelly Clark--to cancer. She was a year older than I am. I learned about this the day after, and it helped put a lot of things that have been floating around in my brain into perspective. More on that soon, but it is relevant to this experience.]<br />
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The Northern Lights were vaguely visible, but what I cared more about was the Milky Way, and simply being present. After an hour passed, and I caught a glimpse of greenish haze climbing over the ridge, I crawled off my table and into the car where I promptly passed out (it was also freezing cold out, and I had barely come prepared for that). Dave had made a photography friend and they were comparing shots and techniques. He captured some incredible images (one of which is below) while I snoozed away in the car. <br />
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Driving home some days later, we stopped in at the small towns and chatted with the locals about life there, job opportunities, growth, and challenges. We are hatching plans. He and I both grew up in wide open spaces. We both know the love, the wonder, the grace of those places, and one day we will step out into our yard and gaze up at those stars and be <i>home</i>.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-83479417342746009422017-05-31T16:29:00.000-07:002017-05-31T16:29:51.287-07:00Making It Happen<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Sometimes you have to make sacrifices in order to have the life you want. With that in mind, I have been spending more time in the studio, making things happen.<br />
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Metalsmithing is a time-consuming pursuit, but the beauty that one can create is what makes it worth the time and energy. That is what led me to metalsmithing in the first place--that feeling of alchemy, creation, magic. It leaves you with a sense of wonder--the ability to take a flat sheet of metal and create something three dimensional out of it. And that is what I hear time and time again in peoples' stories of why they became metalsmiths--it is a magical experience.<br />
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I am all about the magic right now--not in the "I'm a unicorn/mermaid/fairy" sense that requires one to dye their hair multiple colors, dress in costumes, and drink questionably bright smoothies--I look for it in the small things. The tiny moments that many people have stopped paying attention to. Like seeing a hummingbird speed by as I am running in the wetlands with the pup. Or noticing an incredibly bright orange lichen that is almost a perfect circle. Or bonding with new extended family members and reveling in how one person can bring so many together. Life is fully of magic--we just have to look outside of ourselves, and really pay attention, to find it.<br />
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And sometimes, you are lucky enough to have the ability to create magic right in the studio, time and time again. This is all part of me designing the life I want to live. Here's to making it happen.<br />
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(And to all you beauties who <i>are</i> unicorns/mermaids/fairies, you do you! You and your creativity are part of what makes this world wonderful!) </div>
Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-34467559430501587962017-05-20T18:54:00.002-07:002017-05-20T21:15:56.248-07:00Thirty-Five<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<br /> I have been thinking a lot about the future, lately. I suppose growing older does that to you. What it really is, though, is me assessing what my life looks like and contrasting that with what I <i>want</i> it to look like. Change comes slowly, but the blessing of being self-aware is that I tend to analyze things constantly and can make changes continually, rather than being caught off guard.<br />
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Yesterday, I turned 35.<br />
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Times are tight, so instead
of splurging on an expensive spa day, we hopped in the car and drove out
to the coast. It felt so good to breathe in some of that salty sea air.
I spent the day watching Ziggy romp around the beach, marveling at the
gorgeous blue skies and tumble of waves, and laughing with my soul mate. It was peaceful and relaxing--exactly what I needed.<br />
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I mentioned a tv show recently that I thought was cute, quirky, and thought-inducing (if you let it). While laughing at the antics of the characters, it really got me thinking about what I would want to do if I had a limited time to live. While I'm not one to throw my job and life to the wind and travel the world, I certainly do want to have the freedom to travel and experience incredible moments. Until I have a bit more security and money, I have to try to create those incredible moments here at home. Hence, the journey up Hamilton Mountain recently and yesterday's trip to the coast.<br />
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The beauty of being in your 30's, I think, is having a more focused sense of what you want. Not only that, but knowing how to get it--having a path. Growing up, I was not given the best tools to deal with life. I was given some, but not much. I didn't know how to manage my money (this is still a battle, but at least I have the knowledge and skills now); I had <i>very </i>shaky models for relationships and spent a lot of time making disastrous mistakes in my own; communication was not a priority at home and thus, I had to stumble through learning how to communicate in adult friendships and relationships (you would not believe how long it took me to stop leaving the house in the middle of an argument and driving off to get some space).<br />
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But, I am a quick learner, and took each lesson to heart and made changes. I have lost friendships and relationships along the way, and let's not even talk about the money I lost as a young adult. Now, we own a home. I have been with the love of my life for <i>eleven</i> years. I have two degrees and a wonderful, stable job in my industry. In so many ways, I am farther along than I ever imagined I'd be. The best part is that I finally feel like I <i>truly</i> know myself. That is the greatest gift.<br />
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So, now I am 35. Here's wishing it will be as amazing as I want it to be.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-72882422881237148412017-05-14T21:33:00.003-07:002017-05-20T18:47:35.551-07:00Springing<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Spring has sprung. It has been springing for a while, actually. I have simply been too distracted to write about it. But here it is, in all its glory....<br />
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Spring means lots of hikes, brunch dates with friends, and working on new jewelry. Since the new studio has been set up (it's still a work in progress, but the essentials are there) I've been much more comfortable in the space and have been able to work on some commissions, which is always fun. I don't usually take on commissions, except for extremely close friends and family.<br />
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For my god-daughter's school auction, I created a jewelry and necklace set. I think they were split up for the auction, but they turned out beautifully. I'd been carrying those dalmation jaspers around for <i>years</i>, so I was happy to make something out of them and find them a new home.<br />
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I would love to get more time in the studio on a regular basis, but life takes over. Working full-time has its perks (hello, paycheck) but it means that my weekends are usually taken up by "life stuff"....you know--brunch, getting outside, doing chores. I'm slowly but systematically eradicating things in my life that create extra work at the moment. I'm not a 'minimalist' by any means, but I have no qualms about stowing away extra dishes and taking boxes of unecessary belongings to Goodwill. How do we end up with all this 'stuff,' anyway? The goal is to simplify, so that I can spend less time doing grunt work and more time doing what I love.<br />
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I was talking to someone recently, and the topic of time in relation to creative depth came up. I've been feeling lately like I just can't get too deep into thought with projects lately because I don't have the time to commit to them. It's a tricky balance--the ability to create something that has deeper meaning with only small amounts of time to really delve into those subjects. <br />
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And then, I have also been inspired in other ways, which also distract from jewelry pursuits. As silly as it may sound, I started watching a show on Netflix that grabbed my heart. It is a totally cheesy show with completely unrealistic plotlines, but it's fun and inspiring--No Tomorrow. Without giving away the entire plot/story, it makes you think about what you would do if you had say....8 months to live. And it's made me want to grab at a lot of opportunities that have a lot to do with living an incredible life. The other show that's inspiring me is Bossgirl. I really want to read the book, but I'm halfway into the series already so I'll finish that first (I rarely watch a movie/show without reading the book first....should be interesting).<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-74279547124756144542017-04-02T01:08:00.000-07:002017-04-02T01:08:05.010-07:00Clarity After Midnight<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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<i>Storm over Coogee Bay, Australia, 2001</i></div>
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In life, it feels like there are rare moments of true clarity. You know, those moments when you can suddenly see things, and people, for what, and who, they are.<br />
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This happened recently, during this past winter. It was as if the clouds over my mind and heart started lifting and moving away. They moved gradually, and then one day--blue skies.<br />
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It has been 12 years, today, since my father passed away. Not only did I lose one of my closest friends and confidants that day, but I lost a huge part of myself. I shut down. I let fear, originating from anxiety, take over a lot of things--my decisions about the future, my friendships, my relationships. <br />
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I am a very self-aware and self-reflective person--I always have been. It has taken <i>years</i> to get to this point of realization. Years of wondering what has been holding me back, and when that started. Years of tracing back memories and incidents. I mean, I was the girl who moved <i>across the world</i>, on her own, because she had a dream of visiting Australia. <i>And then I stayed there for 4 years</i>. This last year, I started wondering what in the world happened to that girl. Where did she go? Once I found the origin, all these puzzle pieces fell into place. I don't know why it took so long, but I am glad that this time has finally arrived. I am now able to see my relationships more clearly. I can let go of past faults and the guilt surrounding them. Best of all, I can stand up for myself as I move forward.<br />
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Letting go of the fear is difficult--it has been a companion for so many years now. But who wants to live in fear? I would far rather regret the things I've done and screwed up than the things I never tried. So I am moving forward, out of the forest and into the daylight. <br />
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So today, I will celebrate the life of my father as I have in years past. I will also be celebrating the courage he has given me, hearing his hearty, "You Go Girl!" resounding in my mind as I do so.<br />
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May your life offer you clarity and blue skies.<br />
Onwards and upwards, dear friends.</div>
Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-37262981568060294282017-04-01T09:00:00.000-07:002017-04-01T09:00:11.714-07:00The Shape of Something New<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Home ownership is so many things, all at once. It's blissful contentment, knowing you have something of your own--a piece of the world. A real life piece of land that you can stand on and stomp around on. It's a stressful weight, knowing that you have this huge debt, with big repercussions if something bad happens and you can't make payments (although, the same would go for renting). You can change it, modify things, make it your own, while at the same time, there is pressure to fit into society's molds, and so many broken things that need work.<br />
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I love it, though. I have always dreamed of owning my own home--ever since I was a little girl. Now, even when the rest of our lives are rough, I can sit back and say, "Babe. We own our own home," and feel proud. <br />
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Recently, we made the unpopular decision to get rid of our guest room and move my studio in there. I say "unpopular" because there seems to be this weird societal pressure on homeowners to have a guest room. A good friend reminded me that our house is our own space to do with what we please, which helped alleviate some of my anti-guest-room guilt. I had been thinking about why I wasn't feeling motivated to be in the studio. What I realized with the garage studio is that it wasn't my own space. Not only was it cold, but I was sharing that space with gym equipment, lawn mowers, and various tools. The energy was all wrong.<br />
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So, we moved the bed and boxes and bikes out of the guest room, painted the purple walls white, and since then my bench and work table have taken up residence. We still have yet to move the hydraulic press and rolling mill in, and the soldering station will remain in the garage (this will mean that I have to get a cute little tray to carry items to and from the garage...not too upset about that). <br />
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One of the things I love about this move is that I'm getting the chance to reorganize and go through my drawers and discard things. As an artist, I tend to accumulate things that I "might use." Granted, I usually do end up using things, or feeling guilty if I get rid of them and need them later. But then there are items like collected bugs (yes, I used to collect bugs), or old molds for concrete and resin that I most likely will never use. It is refreshing, and renewing. Now, I can't wait to work in the studio. I got all my tools set up the other day and once I am home again (I've been dog/house sitting for 10 days across town) I can get to work on projects. I can even put up shelves! And artwork! I can display my jewelry--the big, eccentric stuff that is purely conceptual and I love to bits!<br />
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This, my friends, is part of the dream.</div>
Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-49059401348480899702017-03-31T10:48:00.000-07:002017-03-31T23:01:13.938-07:00Evolution<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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At some point, I started being swayed not by peoples' judgment of me, but by their <i>possible</i> judgment. It was a fear based in anxiety, which has been a part of my life as long as I can remember. This fear has affected not only my everyday life, but my creative work as well. I have always been inspired by the natural world--finding wonder in flora, fauna, and stones. Of course, others are inspired by the same things, but as long as we are true to ourselves, the execution of those ideas will always be as individual as we are.<br />
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Perhaps it is from attending art school--there is a sense that your ideas must go <i>beyond</i> the base layer. There must be so much substance that making production work can often feel futile or lacking somehow. My education in Australia was vastly different. Sure, we needed to have a concept, but the drive was different. Exploring forms and ideas for their visual appeal alone was not frowned upon. I could easily make a series of rings about endangered butterflies (with proper research, of course) and it would be commended--in fact, I created just that for my final project. The pressure from my U.S. institution was far different, although it has made me a better artist both conceptually and technically. There was more demand, more pressure to be conceptually driven. Occasionally a student would come along who wanted to make "pretty things," and you could almost see the professors cringe.<br />
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Realistically, those professors are right. There should be thought and concept in what we make, if it is anything other than production work. Even for production work, creating a story is essential--a lesson that has been cemented by working in retail. <br />
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Now, I look back to artists such as Julie Blyfield and think, "Why am I holding back? Why have I let this fall by the wayside?" In this day and age, it is so easy to get caught up in what other people think. We are constantly bombarded (mostly, through our own choosing) with images, and as an artist who follows other artists on social media, those images are of other peoples jewelry. It can be overwhelming, confusing, inspiring, and humbling.<br />
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So, I am evolving. This evolution has been anything but a straight line--it is more akin to how we evolve as people, with twists, turns, loops, and squiggles. As my new studio space takes shape, my heart feels more focused. I cannot wait to share with you what is next.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-11874285878474153882017-03-07T11:53:00.000-08:002017-03-07T11:53:25.114-08:00What is in a name?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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In my family--my immediate family in particular--names are inherited. They represent our history, and we each know the origins of our respective names. For example, my first name Catherine is from my paternal great-great-great grandmother, Catherine Cumerford. Her father was an Irish Catholic who fled to England, then Australia (where Catherine was born), and finally to California. My middle name, Elisabeth, is from my maternal grandmother. Some of my siblings have middle names that reflect historical last names in the family, like 'Tomlinson', and so on and so forth.<br />
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Over the years, I have learned that there are <i>many</i> women with the name 'Catherine Chandler' in the world, and that many of us seem to be creative--poets, writers, painters, etc. I also know that the main character in the 1980's show Beauty & The Beast was a female lawyer named Catherine Chandler. This was all very cute and trivial until recent years when said TV show was re-made and ran for four seasons. The internet being what it is, this new version of the show has collected a great fan base and now, whenever you search my name, guess what comes up? A vast collection of websites, pinterest pages, etc., devoted to a fictional TV character.<br />
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Now, if I was just your average girl, this would pose no issue. But, I'm not. I am an artist who has spent over a decade building a name and an audience. Granted, I have been less 'vocal' over the past couple years in this space due to finishing a degree and life choices.<br />
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This whole conundrum has had me wondering if I need to change my artistic/business name. The idea of starting over basically from scratch just rubs me the wrong way. After much thought, I think the best course of action is to simply be more present--in my posts here, as well as in my etsy shop and website, which are in dire need of some updates.<br />
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The timing of this is actually good, as I've felt a re-awakening of my creative spirit lately. Perhaps it's finally feeling settled into our new home after a year of living here. There's been a <i>shift,</i> and I can't wait to show you what's next. There will be new work, a new studio (<i>again, I know)</i>, and an evolution of motifs and inspiration.<br />
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Thank you for reading.</div>
Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-65035977317596252032017-02-08T15:46:00.001-08:002017-02-08T15:46:31.965-08:00Wintering<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Winter in the Pacific Northwest is a quiet affair. The rain and cold locks us in much of the time, and this winter has been no exception. In fact, it has gone above and beyond with snow days, ice storms, and freezing rain. <br />
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Much of November and December were spent getting jewelry ready to sell, and then the rush of the holiday season came and went. My husband was laid off from his job right before Thanksgiving, and between that, the election, and the stress of Sammy's flirtation with death, there was not a huge amount of joy this holiday season. But we made it what we could, and found joy in the little things.<br />
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This year, I expect there to be a lot of sticking close to home and improving our lives locally until DW gets a job and we can breathe a little easier. Luckily, we have gone through tough times before. Granted, we didn't have quite so many bills during those times, but we know how to make do. It is not an impossible task.<br />
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I have been getting bits and pieces of time in the studio. It is not well-insulated, so is the same temperature of the outside much of the time, which in these temperatures makes it less desirable to work in. I do have a little space heater which helps a bit. We have been talking about simply converting the garage into an actual room and doing away with the garage door all together--walling it in with a window or french doors. It would be better insulated and more inviting that way.<br />
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But, that is far into the future. This year, we will be keeping our budget tight and focusing on the garden beds by the side of the house. Ziggy has been keeping us busy with hikes and meet-ups with other GSPs. We are so lucky to live close to the largest off-leash dog park in the area, and there is a huge group of people with dogs just like Zig Zag. I can't wait until we can get back to hiking and going on bigger adventures! I actually just had my shoulder looked at by a chiropractor because there have been some issues with it locking up, and will have to do some serious modifications to my exercise regime. I see many, many more hikes, walks, and runs in the future--basically anything that doesn't aggravate my shoulder.<br />
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While this winter has brought about many feelings of doubt, misfortune, anxiety, etc., I am looking forward to spring and counting our many blessings. I have a wonderful boss and work at a great job amongst beautiful jewelry all day. I come home to a loving, supportive husband and three crazy loving animals. We own our sweet home. These are just a few of the things I am grateful for on a daily basis. It is so easy to lose sight of those things and let the bad feelings get the best of you.<br />
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And now, for some hot cocoa and studio time...<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-51601915838520179792016-11-09T11:40:00.000-08:002016-11-09T11:40:08.993-08:00Breaking Through<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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The other day, I spent almost 8 hours in the studio. With some breaks in between, of course. I have been struggling with my creativity for months now. Part of it, I attribute to buying a house and moving in, renovating the space for my studio, and all of that transition. It takes a little while to feel comfortable and connected in a new space. But more than that, I feel as if I have been breaking through a lot of barriers lately. As if there has been a cloud surrounding both myself and my husband--since we moved, we have reconnected with family and friends who we had not seen in a long while. I have probably mentioned it before, but there was just something about that last apartment that clouded and depressed us, even as cute and centrally located as it was.<br />
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We are thriving out here on the outskirts of Portland. I am still dreaming of moving further and further out, too. If only those smaller towns had decent job opportunities!<br />
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I am going back into the studio today. And tomorrow. There are earrings and necklaces and rings and bracelets to be made. I need to order some metal, but at least I can get a start on things and figure out what else I need. It feels so refreshing to have a clearer mind and feel connected with my work.<br />
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One a different note, today is of great importance. I rarely get political here, but this warrants it. We have just witnessed a historic election. I am NOT talking about Trump being elected--there is nothing historic about a misogynistic, racist, bigot white male winning the presidency. What is historic is that Hillary Clinton was our nominee and came just inches away from being the first female president. She may not have broken the highest glass ceiling, but there sure as hell are a lot more cracks in it.<br />
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I have been dismayed, shocked, and appalled at the events in this election--from the way the debates were conducted, to the vitriol encouraged by and spewed by Trump, and finally to the American electoral college (I will not say the American People because the popular vote produced a very different result) electing a bully to our nation's highest office.<br />
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However...I am a hopeful realist at heart, and while I may be eating my words in a few months, I don't believe this is the end of the world. It is an opportunity for us to look at what is wrong with our nation--where there are cracks, injuries, etc.--and to fix it. It is an opportunity for us to do better, to do more. To get out there and volunteer. Put our boots on the ground rather than our fingers on screens.<br />
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We must start at home. First, by being the change we want to see in the world. Second, by working with others, practicing what we preach, and teaching the next generation. We must stop turning a blind eye to hate, to negativity, to bigotry and sexism and racism. It starts with us--each and every one of us. And after that, Vote for your city councilors. Vote for your mayors, governors, representatives, and senators. It starts at the roots.<br />
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Nasty Woman pendant made by <a href="http://www.figjewelry.com/" target="_blank">Fig Jewelry</a>. You can special order these at Silverado Portland Jewelry, or through her website! I will continue wearing mine with pride.</div>
Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-1379993638039341262016-11-03T11:06:00.000-07:002016-11-03T11:06:47.977-07:00A Month of Rain Brings...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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....sick puppies<br />
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I told myself last month that I would post more frequently. I distinctly remember even sitting down to do so, before getting distracted by one thing or another. October saw a month of rain come to Portland with only 1-2 day breaks between storms. I am used to this kind of weather, but not usually until spring. October is historically a cool, crisp and sunny month.<br />
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This year, the pumpkin fields were mud baths but hubby was sweet enough to take a Wednesday off with me while it was sunny to buy pumpkins for our first Halloween in our new home.<br />
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We missed out on a cider press party our friends throw each year because a freak storm came in from the coast. There are so many big trees around our house that we didn't want to risk something breaking while we were gone. So we stayed home, cuddled up, and watched movies while the wind raged outside.<br />
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With those same friends, we ventured out on a beautiful hike the following weekend that took us to one of my favorite spots in the gorge (and not only because I share the name)--Catherine Creek. We went off trail, as is easy to do in this part of the gorge, and traipsed around finding old glass pieces from long forgotten homesteads, creeks to cross, a bone graveyard, and the wide open sky. When I need to get out of town, this is where I go. (Of Note: I was not aware that there are hunters in this area at this time of year! I absolutely never recalled hunters being there growing up. Luckily we had bright colors with us but it's time to stock up on some blazing orange gear for us & the pup!)<br />
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I have had little spurts of time in the studio. The goal is to get in there more often. This summer and fall have seen a lot of visitors coming to stay with us and I have been so grateful for these reconnections with family and friends. I am ready, however, to hibernate and have some alone time with the metal and stones. When I don't get time to create, my creative muscles tend to fade. I am working on a separate project that has nothing to do with stonesetting or jewelry, but I am craving the alchemy that is metalsmithing. Soon.<br />
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I have been able to finish a few pieces, and these can now be found (along with some necklaces) at <a href="https://silveradoportland.com/" target="_blank">Silverado Portland Jewelry</a> in Bridgeport Village! They are gorgeous and feature cutouts of birds and feathers on the back. I love them. I am embracing my love of stones again, and it feels good.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-31145412373296409562016-10-09T18:07:00.002-07:002016-10-09T18:07:50.300-07:00Autumning<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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As Autumn tightens its grip on the Northwest, I find myself quieting more and more. Summer was fantastic but by the end, it felt so manic and rushed that I found myself desperately looking forward to the cooler weather and more downtime. It is here--rainy days upon rainy days that find me struggling to entertain the puppy and simply taking him out for wet runs anyway. The way to get through Portland winters certainly is to let go of any fear or distaste for rain. After all, it's just water.<br />
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There has been some studio time happening but not much (although I am headed that way now). I am still at odds with my work and conflicting streams of thought. Who knows if that will ever subside. The biggest issue is time, though. Isn't it always?<br />
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Streams of creative thought lately....commemorative jewelry, redefining the locket/mourning jewelry, re/using found objects, totems, embracing my love for abstract shapes and clean lines, playing with stones and color, dainty vs large scale.....a lot going on. I often find myself wondering how to balance it all--perhaps the best answer is to give each idea a short burst. Its own 15 minutes. It's all part of questioning myself.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-32414147913349142492016-09-07T19:09:00.000-07:002016-09-07T19:09:32.470-07:00So a month came and went....<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Well, a bit more than a month.<br />
To put it mildly, August was crazy. It passed so fast I barely remember it.<br />
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What I do remember, though, is that one of my little furry beasts was horribly sick (which consequently left us emotionally paralyzed for two weeks). Sammy, our Siamese cat, became horribly ill late in July. The doc thinks he has advanced Kidney disease. However, after a week of being on a drip in the ER, all his levels were back to normal and stayed stable after us giving him subcue fluids for a week. We are still giving him medication and doing subcue fluids a few times a week, but the little dude is back to normal. I am convinced he got into something in the gardening supplies the previous owners left behind, or in my studio. We have since cleared out anything remotely toxic and put new safety measures in place.<br />
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I have been resuming my usual adventures with Ziggy and am slowly getting back into the studio. I have so many ideas zooming around in my brain, from various different parts of my creative self, that I've just been doing my best to document them and work on one thing at a time.<br />
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As much as I have loved the warmth of spring and summer, I am looking forward to the quietness of fall. We are now experiencing this season for the first time in our new home. I love raking (I know, it's weird) so I'm excited to get a new rake and take care of the yard--I officially have a yard that I can rake leaves in! Livin' the dream. We are starting to prepare our garden for next spring by killing off the weeds (suffocating them under a layer of burlap bags) before leveling the ground and covering it with whatever we choose. We'll be putting raised beds in this particular section over the winter so that we are ready to have our own fruits and veggies growing next year. I am so excited! I love this process of getting to know a new place--it's like being in a new relationship or living in a whole new city. We are getting to know the plants, the animals, the neighbors, the rhythms and pace of this new area and every experience feels new and fresh.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-62499526196452030482016-07-09T22:37:00.000-07:002016-07-09T22:37:23.883-07:00Silence.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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When the world is so torn, so filled with hatred and hurt that it permeates every thing around us....when I am aching for people I never knew and so angry, so furious at the repetition of it all....when I am so helpless at the same time...I turn to silence. There truly are no words to encompass what much of my country is feeling these days. The tragedy of the past few days...the past few months...the past few decades. The reality that these deaths, murders, and mass shootings are repetitive--that they have become normalized--that is the true tragedy.<br />
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It is all so overwhelming and and heartbreaking, and so, I turn to silence. Not out of ignorance or fear--simply from grief.<br />
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Within all the disbelief and hurt, I still hold hope--that one day we might stop murdering each other in the myriad of ways that we do and instead build each other up. That we may love and appreciate the differences in our fellow humans. That we may practice good and patience, love and compassion. If it is within me, it is within you too.<br />
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May you be blessed, may you hold hope, may you do good.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-80698324178725202912016-06-09T15:01:00.001-07:002016-06-09T15:01:48.084-07:00Zig Zag Around the Mountain<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
On top of buying a house.<br />
On top of renovating the garage.<br />
On top of all this topsy-turvy stuff....<br />
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We got a dog.<br />
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Not just <i>any</i> dog. THE dog. The dog I have been waiting 11 years for. The dog I have been patiently planning for while dog-sitting to get my "fix."<br />
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I told my husband when we were buying a house that the order of things would go house-->fence-->dog. Well....the house came with a fence, so that moved things ahead (yay!).<br />
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On June 1, we traveled to a small town in northern Washington and picked out our puppy. A little boy pup who is precarious and mischievous and loving.<br />
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Introducing Zig Zag Around The Mountain, aka Zig Zag, aka Ziggy.<br />
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He loves taking showers with us and carrying his stuffed animals to and from his crate. He passes out in our laps and desperately wants the kitties to play with him. We do sprints back and forth in our big back yard, and he reluctantly walks around the block with us. We are completely in love with him.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-85340201020694707732016-05-28T09:27:00.000-07:002016-05-28T09:27:21.964-07:00It's all coming together!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Life is happening at a breathtaking place. We still wake up and say "Babe. We bought a house." In the past few months, we bought this house, one of my best friends was diagnosed with and has gone through treatment for breast cancer, I turned 34, and we will soon be getting a puppy. If I think about it all from a distance, it boggles my mind.<br />
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We have discovered new places to run and new little cafes to eat and drink at (although we have also quickly realized that we need to hold tighter to our money.) My favorite is the Mexican taqueria up the road where we seem to be the only white patrons and the girl at the counter giggles when my viking husband places his order.<br />
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Flowers are popping up all over our garden. I am happy to say that I love the roses that have been planted here. And the irises. And the lilies. We have big plans for the garden, but they will take years to fully be realized (as it should be!).<br />
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We ourselves have changed rather quickly. Dave and I are both more inclined to do chores, to take pride in them...maybe even enjoy them. Just like when we got married, there is more teamwork. We are reaching for the same goals.<br />
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In a matter of weeks, the garage has gone from being very much a garage to having insulation and walls. Our wonderful friends helped us sheet rock the ceiling the other day--how quickly 7 hours can pass! We are scrambling to get it finished before we get our new puppy.<br />
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I am terribly excited to have a studio space again (and to not have all the studio furniture inside the house). I have no idea what I will be creating, but the desires and urges to get my hand on some metal is real. I have been thinking a lot about really, truly finding my own voice. Honoring those things that interest me. I have been thinking about abstracted flora and fauna, as well as the creation of modern mementos with Victorian jewelry as reference. It's all in my head right now--I should probably sketch it out or at least write notes, but I have gotten worse at that as the years have passed.<br />
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I recently listened to the audiobook version of "Big Magic" by Elizabeth Gilbert. Honestly, I think that might be the best way to ingest her story. I feel like reading it might make it seem too fluffy, but listening to it in Gilbert's own voice really gives life to the story and the ideas behind it. I can't wait to listen to it again. She echoes a lot of my own ideas about creativity, such as NOT quitting your day job, and how ideas move and flow. Even if you don't believe all of it, it never hurts to be open to new and different thoughts.<br />
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Lately I have been thinking about anxiety (I will tell you a story on that soon) as well as what to do when life stops moving forward at such a frantic pace. More on that soon...thank you for being here!<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-23980817075145846592016-04-05T11:40:00.001-07:002016-04-06T10:57:04.841-07:00Bliss<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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There is something I have been searching for these last few years. Something I couldn't quite put my finger on...a mixture of happiness, contentment, a sense of belonging, elation, peace and hope.<br />
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I think I found it.<br />
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Bliss.<br />
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I haven't felt this way in months, if not <i>years</i>. Perhaps it is the newness of everything, but I think it is more than that. This house is truly our home. We have both achieved a dream that neither of us really saw as a possibility any time soon. I don't know what it was about the old apartment--it was very cute, and close to a really fun neighborhood, but we were both held down by it. We were <i>depressed</i> by it. Perhaps it was less the apartment itself and more that we had been renting for over a decade. I know not everyone is like this, but I am the type of person that is very reluctant to spend my money improving someone else's property (and rental apartments built in the 1950's need <i>a lot</i> of improvement). Not to mention the feeling that it's simply not really yours.<br />
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We loved our neighbors (I went to school with most of them), and our neighborhood where we could walk to get brunch, pet supplies, clothes, groceries, etc. On the flip side, there were 3 shootings within a few blocks (two within one block) of our apartment. The apartment was on two busy streets, surrounded by sounds of buses, emergency vehicles, trucks, traffic, and people right outside our windows.<br />
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Now, we live in a neighborhood where we hear birds in the daytime and frogs at night. We can walk around and feel relatively safe. We have a lot of space. The air is fresher. The sky is clearer. We are blocks away from a beautiful hiking area.<i> I will take hiking over access to restaurants and stores any day.</i><br />
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On top of hiking and walking and working out, I have been meditating each day. The kitties curl up next to me on the bed and purr while I listen to guided meditations. The home buying process and moving process pushed my anxiety levels so high--to levels I have only felt when a loved one passed away. Once we got moved, I knew that I needed to quickly fix that, and have done so naturally. I have cut out my allergens (including coffee) and increased my intake of vitamins and 'superfoods.' The change is incredible.<br />
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As spring takes hold, we get to witness the growth of various plants in our new yard. We have hung a bird feeder and are hoping to attract some new friends. It is a season of renewal and hope, and boy am I feeling it. <br />
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I know that happiness comes in different forms for different people--whether you are a world traveler or a homebody, happiness is personal. It is never one-size-fits-all. I hope that wherever you are and whatever you are doing, you are finding happiness and bliss.<br />
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Love and Light.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-43830026243073237832016-03-11T23:07:00.002-08:002016-03-11T23:07:51.982-08:00So, We Bought A House....<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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If you had told me a year ago that I would own a house now, I would have laughed at you. A year ago, I was working something like 6-7 part-time jobs <i>just to make ends meet.</i> But, I was at the end of my rope. Mentally and emotionally, I was frayed and fractured and I needed a change. Two things happened: I took a real assessment of what my future looked like and decided, 1. I was not going to pursue a Master's degree, and 2. It was time to get a full-time job.<br />
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My best friend had been working at a local jewelry store for some time and mentioned that they had let someone go and she had been promoted to manager. I coyly asked her, "so....does that mean you're hiring someone to fill your position?" She quickly responded, jokingly asking if I was interested. When I said yes, she told me I'd better not be jerking her chain. By the end of April, I had a new job. I thought it would be part time, but they quickly increased my hours to full-time. I let my other jobs go--some quickly, some over the span of a month. By June, I was home free with <i>one full-time job.</i> As an artist, in Portland, that can often seem like some sort of miracle (obviously, I have had to sacrifice my time in the studio a bit, but more on that later).<br />
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Fast forward to August when a friend posted a house for sale on facebook. It was a 1 bedroom, 1 bath house in North Portland for $189K. I instantly thought, "<i>What! There's still houses for that little?!" </i>It sparked interested, and David and I started looking at our options--was it even possible for us? Turns out we had some work to do, paying down debt and getting affairs in order. (I'm aware this is an over-simplification of the facts, but you can always ask me details later.)<br />
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Now, I'm not going to tell you that the home-buying experience in Portland (especially for first time buyers) is all unicorns and rainbows. I feel like we barely got through it with our skin still intact (and I am still, weeks after closing, dreaming of a weekend I can spend lounging in hot springs). I'm just going to push through all the drama and heartache and craziness and yell....<i>WE BOUGHT A HOUSE!!!</i><br />
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<i>A home of our very own!</i><br />
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We are so excited. Sunday is moving day. We have spent the past couple weeks painting and packing and moving some stuff over (I can't wait to show off the transformation). The other day, I had multiple 'hot dates' with the electrician (to wire the garage so we can finish it to be my studio!), the pest control guy, the insurance inspector, and a rep from ADT. I cannot even tell you how good it feels to have a place of our very own, after 10 years of being together, where we get to really build our future.<br />
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As we leave our apartment this weekend, amidst all the joy, I admit to feeling some sadness. We've only been here for 3 years, but those three years were chock full of life changing experiences. When we moved in, this apartment was a desperately needed change after some difficult family trauma. It was a place to heal. It has allowed me to pursue my dream of finishing my degree, and Dave was able to pursue his interests in nutrition and weight-lifting. This apartment saw me through my thesis, sitting at this same table, looking out these same windows. When Sonya died, I stayed in bed for days. This apartment saw me through that grief, and the healing of building the exhibition pieces we had started together.<br />
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But slowly, the environment around us has started to erode my creativity and feeling of safety. About a year ago, I was sitting at my desk in the front room when there was a shooting right across the street. I have never hit the floor so fast in my life. I also don't think I have sat at that desk since. There have been multiple shootings in the neighborhood since, and I stopped going outside at night unless I really truly had to. That means no trips to the studio after dark, and rarely would I even feel comfortable walking around the neighborhood in the daytime. That may sound like some paranoia, but when shootings happen in mid-day, you take notice.<br />
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I am ready for our own space. I am ready to move forward into this new adventure of our lives. Keep your eyes peeled for before-and-after pictures, as well as studio renovation updates! </div>
Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-11737268107386176162015-12-08T23:58:00.000-08:002015-12-08T23:58:06.402-08:00Growth<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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Growth is a strange thing. Half the time I still feel so young, and at the same time, I am wise beyond my years. But, I am human. I grew up in households chock full of conflict, and found myself the peacekeeper much of the time. As an adult, it has taken me years to shake away the effects of that upbringing and to re-learn what it means to be in a healthy relationship, what healthy friendships look like, and how to stand up for and take care of myself. Even at 33 this is a challenge.<br />
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I am not one for New Year's resolutions, but this time of year does bring about a lot of reflection. I have been thinking about myself, and my actions and behaviors, and what I want to change. Last year, I followed a prompt from my dear friend Jillian and <a href="http://www.susannahconway.com/2014/12/lets-make-some-magic-in-2015/" target="_blank">downloaded this workbook by Susanna Conway</a>, and filled (most of) it out. It helped reflect on the past year and focus on goals for the year ahead.<br />
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Well, in thinking ahead, I have figured out that two things I want to work on are self-discipline and honesty.<br />
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With self-discipline, I'm talking about making plans to go to the gym and following through; not eating the entire box of chocolate; resisting things I know to be bad for me (aka gluten, etc.). And building routines again. For some reason, I have become terrible at routines. Morning, evening, etc.<br />
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With honesty, I'm talking less about 'not lying' and more about being honest with myself about how I feel and what I'm thinking. I mentioned being a peace keeper and find that even when I am upset with someone, I tend to talk myself out of confronting them and end up sweeping my feelings under the rug for fear of upsetting others. That fear is deeply rooted, but I am slowly learning that I can speak the truth and while it may upset some, it is not the end of the world. It is a slow process, but I can feel the benefits already.<br />
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Catherine Chandlerhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01808237399905719004noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4790721762008267892.post-32843646767154531122015-11-25T13:34:00.001-08:002015-11-25T13:34:36.751-08:00A Holiday Sale!!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
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